Christmas Shopping! (4/7/44)

(Incase you are wondering, the (4/7/44) means 4 days left of school, 7 days till christmas, and 44 days till my birthday!)

Ahh I have already spent $150 on christmas shopping! And I'm not done yet :(

Wrote another song, called Dennis the Owl. Showing it to John soon.

And another poem-ish kinda thing:

Am I a mere insect
Captivated by the flame?
No, I am not insane
So do not call me so
For it would be vain.
The truth is I am truly real,
As through this ordeal
I reflect upon the mess of this,
walking dark through an abyss
No light to guide me
there is no end
the tunnel goes on.

December 15th, 2006 (C) Timothy Joel Watkins

Foo Fighters

My latest poem. I wrote it in a few seconds in school. It's not quite as... serious as my others...

Foo Fighters rock
They rock my socks
and if u hate them
then suck a cock

David Grohl
Your beard is cool
and every soul
knows that your kool!

December 6th, 2006 (C) Timothy Joel Watkins

12 Days left till break!
CANT WAIT!

So Right

Why do I grow old
yet the time doesnt pass me by?
and why can't I just die?
and as my problems seem to fight
the very thing I want
more than anything tonight,
to hold you here with me
so tight

Why am I so cold
yet the snow never falls from the sky?
but as my heart turns dry,
the unique shapes they come in sight
and as they shine to give
the darkest night new light,
I wonder how this could be
so right

November 28th, 2006 (c) Timothy Joel Watkins

Fix Me Lord

This is a poem I wrote in two parts. Last night at about 11pm I wrote the first verse, and today at the same time I wrote the second part. It is strange how I am most creative at this time of night. Well here it is:

My heart is filled with many stings
Things of the past, oh my heart sings
Sings a cry out, out to my King
Please fix me Lord, cleanse everything

God please help me, this worlds not fair.
Those from this Earth, they just don't care
I feel I'm broke beyond repair
I know your out there, please hear my prayer.

October 25th, 2006 (c) Timothy Joel Watkins
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Ok there it is! Comment on it or somthing... I dunno. It's up to you.
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Current Mood: Tired and ready for bed!
Current Music: Relient K - In like a Lion (It's always winter)

Always There

Here is my poem titled "Always There". I made it this morning at about 9 or 10am... It was weird. I woke up, wrote the first 2 verses, then slept again. I woke up again later and wrote the rest. Here it is:

Though I may face much pain and sorrow
And many burdens may lie ahead
I will look forward to tomorrow
Because the Lord my God has said

"Do not fear death
at point of knife
but be thankful for
the things in your life

I am here for you now
Just as I was then
I've never left you before
And I wont leave you again

I've always been here
Though you never knew
In your troubled times
I would carry You"

October 23nd, 2006 (c) Timothy Joel Watkins

Stronghold

I am the happy and the sad.
I am the stronghold that stands through the attacks of the enemy
But crumbles at a single blow from a loved one.

October 22nd, 2006 (c) Timothy Joel Watkins

This means alot to me beacuse it pretty much describes me. I am a big guy that alot of my friends go to for advice or protection, and I am like "an Oak tree where the birds take nest" and can withstand alot, but when a friend or loved one hits me emotionaly, I rip like paper.

"In a Hole" Haiku

Here Is my 4 verse haiku called "In a Hole":

Am I in a hole
That I can not get out of?
Or is this a cloud?

Lifting me higher,
I want to get down from here
Or is this God's plan?

Is this just a test?
Or is this God calling me
to be what he chose?

Am I free from life?
Or will this circle kill me?
God please save my soul!

October 22nd, 2006 (c) Timothy Joel Watkins